Saturday, August 05, 2006
omy gawd.. it always amazes mie as to why a good talk with ur fren to console her will give eu sense of belonging.. hmm..aniwaes.. wapiang.. these few days im feeling sooper upset. i mean, i seriously think im going into depression. not joking. and the thing is that, i realli carn help it. do eu noe that although my family is always portraited to be one happy family, but i always feel sort of out of place to my family.. its like they wish i've neber been born.. i mean.. maybe not in such a bad way but kinda like if they neber gave birth to mie.. they'll neber hab to worry abt mie cos i kinda neber give them nth but trouble.. haix.. so sad...
than there's frenship trouble..
than there's my performance prob.. cos my voice CARN open these few days.. ytd during my rehearsal, my voice din open till the third run.. die.
im seriously worried..