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ok. hi, and welcome yet again (ok, i know its kinda boring to start like this like all the time but hey! how do you want me to start like DUH~~)
alright. recently, i've kinda seen a lot of girls having headaches over the kind of guy they fell for. you know, it kind of always include those kind of
"haiya.. dunno how he's like HORX.."
OR
"hey.. what do you think he's like ar?", BEFORE continuing with your own conclusion.
ALRIGHT girls, i HAVE HAD enough! like HALLO~~
so now, im gonna just tell u guys once and for all WHAT kind of guys u should and SHOULD not even fall for. and now ladies, introducing to you

5 TYPE OF GUYS YOU SHOULD FALL FOR

1.Totally hot and gorgeous
ok, please don't say i'm superficial, but i have a totally valid point to support this argument. if guys all suck, you might as well get a hot one and have your visual 'hunger' to be satisfied isnt it? its like the country is now so deprived of guys, let alone hot and cute guys. like they're soo rare, you know? and the very fact that they're rare makes them a whole load cuter and hotter cause you have them while the others don't! ok, i was being slightly out of the point but hey! its true! i rather have a guy that my girlfriends find hot but has a damned attitude than to have a mediocre looking bf which don't impress my girls but treats me like "ok, i don't have to treat you good cause im the rare ones left." well, which one would you choose?

2. The I-Have-Enough-Money-To-Treat-You-To-Fullerton-Everyday guy
HAHAHAHA.
oops! im sorry i revealed my true feelings, well, anyhows, im serious. This is the kinda guy whereby you will NEVER REGRET having, Why? Because you'll definitey leave them with something. and o, at least you're able to enjoy whatever you want with him when you are with him, and o, he won't be the pathetic fella who would come back crawling when you two broke up DEMANDING THAT YOU RETURN HIM tHE STUFFS HE GAVE, like sooooo pathetic! and o, one will always enjoy a good high tea and gold class seats rather than the coffee shop teh-terik and the stupid cramped theatre, and O! having to go dutch. whatever happened to the gentleman thingy now eh?

3.Sensitive New Age Guy
OK. they are sensitive and they are metrosexual. so, hmm.. they tend to look clean and polished so, hmm.. well, if you like it, go ahead man, but hey, i have no comments about them=] but if they are like those who just keeps quiet and nothing else? who knows? they might just open their big dumb mouth and give you the WORSE comment you have ever received and girls, PLEASE prepare yourself for this okay, cause let me tell you, SNAGs are SNAGs cause they're sensitive. and sensitive guys tend NOT to show their sensitivity (like my god, if they show it, they would be posers and not sensitive RITE?) and o, looking clean does not mean that he's sensitive, he merely means that he likes cleanliness=]

4.Mr. O-Im-So-Perfect
ha. ok. this DOES not mean he's perfect. it means that he THINKS that he's perfect. ok. why you should fall for this kind of guy? its simple, he's too self-obsessed with himself he really won't control you too much=]

5.He loves you more
please. please. please always always always fall for someone who loves you more than you do to him.. pretty please? i mean.. at least that won't make you suffer like mad la.. you know, the feeling of super insecurity, the feeling of.. URGHHHHH. but anyhows, love who you want, just make sure you don't lose your self identity along the way.










ok, so concluding, there are basically 45%of good men, 45% of bad men. the 10% left? they're gays!! o and on the same note, they usually happen to be hot. =]

Hi, and welcome to another lecture held by me. I am really sorry for not updating my lecture notes regularly as i really am too busy, and hardly even has time to like just slack. okay, the topic for today will be
5 ways to make sure a guy knows that you like him

okay, maybe this topic might sound superficial, but hey! please read on, for i am sure something here will appeal to you. my friends and i have spend years of hard work and research and this, is my report for you.

1. don't STOP staring at him
right, i know this may sound like its wrong cos its like a tiny-whiny bit high-profile but C'MON!! your agenda here is to make sure that he knows your feelings, so the least you can do is to actually make sure he kows that you exist like duh~~ and since i believe human have 5 senses for a reason, im pretty sure he will know that you are staring at him and so will his friends=] and you girls should know AND understand that guys nowadays are NO LONGER those kind who will take initiative unless they're really sure that you have good feelings about him, or at least, no special bad feelings towards you and so, will sort of like start to get to know you and maybe, just maybe, you 2 will achieve your ultimate aim which is to BE TOGETHER(awwwwwwwww... how sweet XD).
but girls, please understand that this is NOT a method that everybody can employ. this method requires guts, not guts to stare at him( oOKAY. im DEFINITELY sure you'll have the guts to stare at him continuously and pretty much get your face to be redder than tomatoes.. well.. this is just a reminder thou) but guts to accept what will come. you must understand that since your guy is supposedly meant to be hot, he's bound to have like a clique hanging around with him and well, when you stare at him, it is usually, if not most of the time, the FRIENDS who will know that you like him first b4 he even noticed you. Which brings me to my next point... FRIENDS.

2.Get to know his friends.
ok, this is a VERY VERY important point. READ THIS: FRIENDS ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS PLAYS A VITAL ROLE IN ANY RELATIONSHIP. and im really serious about this. so he likes you.. so what? do you seriously think he's gonna dump all his friends for the sake of having you??(bleahx *rolls my eyes*) i mean, if he really does that, i wouldn't even want him.. like he's so useless??!! if he can so easily dump his friends for you, similarly, he can also dump you for other girls. This is just a fact of life, accept it=] and to be frank, he really won't leave his friends for you cos there're like plenty of girls out there (rem: he's hot.. okay.. lets ASSUME he's hot) and that somehow, he's friends words do matter more than his own thoughts. which is to say, when you want to get to know some hot guys, ALWAYS try to get to know his fre, which hopefully is those whereby they look mediocre and thus assures that you'll never fall for them instead those kinda guy. And tell the frienf you like your hottie, and REMEMBER to ask him specifically NOT to tell hottie about it. well, if he don't like you, so be it.. but you'll at least be good friends with him cos you know his frend and so, you really won't be kicked out of his social life completely and DEFINITELY, you won't be mocked at for your entire life. plus hey! you 2 might even make it to best friends! that means you're pretty much stuck with him for the rest of your life=] isn't that wonderful??!!

3. Click on his friendster account whenever you go online(ok. everyday)
ok. please let me say first that this is ONLY applicable to those with the guts to and cannot stand like 10 hours without seeing the fella. well, if the fella is not annonymous on his profile, he'll definitely see you on top of his 'who's viewed me' list and haha.. i think only an idiot wouldn't realise that you like him isn't it. and well, you wouldn't want to be with an idiot would you? well, the point is, that you really shd be bold and all and girl.. GO ALL THE WAY MAN~~~!!!

4.avoid him and make sure he sees you avoiding him
THIS ALWAYS WORKS. you know y? cos its like, when he sees you PURPOSELY avoiding him, he would feel flustered, thinking "hey.. why is this girl avoiding me?" and haha. you've just achieved your goal babe XD and pls, don't be stupid (oops!) to the extend of avoiding him WHEN he don't know it. you know there's a saying that goes.. whats the point?
so, just go ahead, make VERY sure that he sees you, and THEN, avoid him.

5.dao/ignore him/give him black face
hmm, actually, to be frank, im not really sure this works but im on the midst of experimenting with it. well anyhows, it'll surely get you the attention you want from him and his friends.

actually you know wad? maybe you guys can contribute to this list? and a few weeks from now, i might just collate the ciews and do another revised report=]

ps. thankew so much to all my friends who helped me through their real life experience.

Thank you and see you again

Good morning, and welcome to the very first lecture of the Royal School Of Plastics. today, we're going to focus our attention to the problem of singaporean men and their attitude, a recent major and critical problem that is creating havoc to the social equilibrum to the singapore society.

i have noted a couple of intolerable behaviours and well, it's up to you as to whether or not you're going to agree with me and (what the hell), i dun really care but hey, feel free to give me your feedback.

WHAT MAKES SINGAPORE MEN ATTRACTIVE--NOT.

1. okay, this is really bad. go up on a train, take a good look around. tell me what do you see? you see men, ALOT of men.. SITTING DOWN. okay, now take a look at all the ladies, where are they? STANDING. okay~~ is this bad? its terrible lemme tell you. the men in singapore are really the most ungentlemenly men i have ever seen. isnt this ironic? singapore is supposed to be THE developing country like duh. ok. so they don't offer their seats? well, its okay, maybe they're tired. (haha. right.) well anihows, never mind. did you see how they practically PUSHED the ladies aside to get out of the train first?? like ******** you know? i mean, that's just freaking embarassing! i mean, i AM feeling embarassed for them like, WADEVERRRRRR. this is just not the behaviour a men should have. GERS!! IF YOUR GUY IS LIKE THAT? DUMP HIM. LIKE THROW HIM INTO THE BIN OR SOMETHING. and if your guy friend is like that? tell him so that he won't repeat the mistake, cos its like a HUGE thing!!!

2. their sense of dressing is just something i don't understand. ok. you want to do jap? do IT. like really go jap. okay, you want to mix jap and hip hop? fine, go ahead, like just do it. BUT. do not put like 10 necklace on your skinny and short neck, nor wear like 3 shirts or pink socks with black shoes or ANYTHING along that line cos it really looks awful like BLEAHXXX*** PUHLEASE.. have some style of some sort and don't aim to look like a beng or mat can? it just looks awful. and girls, please don't wear black stockings with super short denim skirt. it may be a craze in taiwan or japan but HEY. this is NOT taiwan NOR japan. its SINGAPORE like HALLOO.. if you want to wear black stockings, don't go with demi-denim skirt cos you'll only look like a s***. ok. oops, sorry if i've offended you but hey, this is true. ok guys yes. and please do not allow your sense of dressing to deteiorate as your age increases? don't allow the cool hawt guy be a singlet-clatted old disgusting men who has no etiquette whatsoever.

3. don't disgrace yourself by doing something disgusting on any sort of public transport. i have caught different men doing disgusting stuffs like digging their nose or cannot stop rubing their feet kind of actions. ok. it really turn me off like, you know, no respect for those old men anymore. y0u understand?

o and did i mention? the worse thing is to fart on the train. DO YOU KNOW THAT ITS A CONTAINED PLACE?? WHICH MEANS THAT THE SMELL STAYS???
don't make the ladies suffer just because you went to ns before cos let me tell you this.
YOU CAME OUT TO THIS WORLD THROUGH A WOMEN.

hi. good afternoon( or night or morning or wadever is the time you're reading this).
Welcome to the weblog of
The Royal School Of Plastics.
If you're feeling lost or anithing? Don't be. well, at least, if you're here to attend the lecture.
Did i forget to introduce myself?
Hi, Im BarbiiQueen, you can call me Ms Queen.
Just for your information, this blog(owned by yours truly, kryshelle fong, who also happens to be the founder of The Royal School Of Plastics) has just undergone its latest revamp, and is now a platform for yours truly, to express genuine concerns about the gers mindset nowadays. it is also where Ms Queen, will give her lectures. Thank you.

Once again, i congratulate you for finding me, to be your lecturer.

you wun regret.

issit my fault? y is everyone blaming mie?

y is my family turning out to be like this?

i dun even noe whether i can call this hse my hm animore.

i cry everyday when i go hm.

nobody noes wad i feel.

nobody thinks that i'll actually be sad.

i feel empty.

i feel upset.

nobody loves mie.

i think that the world dun need mie for it to continue turning.

im jus wasting resource in this world.

i should be dead.

this is just a song that always makes mie weep..
im jus gonna make the eng sub in italics..


感情线 Affective line
我想我已开始有点疑惑　 i think im starting to get suspicious
好像被他说中些什麼 its like he hit smthng right　
难道已经没有别的选择　 are there no more choice for mie?
只能乖乖的束手就策 do i really have to follow ur decision?

难过的是我们做了选择　wads upsetting is tt we've made a decision
是对是错谁也没把握 not knowing whether its right or wrong
如果要我放手才能获得　if the only way to get it is to let go
为何在我心中　有舍不得why do i feel the heart ache so badly?


看著 你要走　 watching eu leave
还装著 笑容　 yet having to fake the smile
掩饰的 脆弱 要撑多久 how long do i have to cover my vunerability?
如果现在开口　如何挽留　even if i say now, how am i going to stop eu from leaving?
感情这 条线　 this affective line between us
注定只能这 麼远 is destined to be so far.


不敢相信已经来到终点　 i dun believe that we've come to an end
想你爱他必定多一些 im sure eu love him more than mie
我们之间不可能再 回到从前　we can never go back to before
我还 傻傻画著　幸福线 im still drawing the affective line between us sillily


看著你走远　 watching eu leave
还继续装笑脸　 yet still having to fake the smile
掩饰折磨我能撑多久 how long can i still take the torture
如果现在开口　 if i speak now
怎麼挽留 (怎麼挽留)　 how do i make eu stay?
感情这条线　 this affective line between us
注定无法延长一点 is destined not to be drawn longer

你已不在　 eu're no longer around
而我何时才清醒　 when do i wake up
相信一切都是命 and to realise that everything is fated
不曾放弃你　 i have never given eu up
我不会说什麼　 i wun say anything
默默的承受　 just to take it
像个男子汉 like a real man


看著你要走 watching eu leave
(Baby 看著看著你要走)　
还装著笑容 yet still having to fake the smile
(多麼多麼笑容)
掩饰的脆弱 要撑多久 how long can i cover my vulnerability
(还 要撑多久)
如果现在开口 if i speak now
(现在开口)　
如何挽留 how to i make eu stay?
(如何挽留)
感情这条线　 this affective line
注定只能这麼远看著你要走 (woo～)　is just destined for mie to see eu walk off
还装著笑容 (We will carry on) still faking the smile
掩饰的脆弱 要撑多久 how long can i cover my vulnerability?
(knowing there were words I've never said baby)
如果现在开口 (现在开口)　 if i speak now
如何挽留 (如何挽留) how am i gonna make eu stay
感情这条线　 this affective line is just destined
注定只能 这 麼远 to make it this far.
(Let the words remain unsaid)

yes. i noe i suck. so?
i really dun think that gives eu the right to be so mean to mie, even thou eu noe that i treasure eu.

cos eu noe wad? wadeverrrrr

anihows, cos SOMEBDY (okay fine.. lets name her.. S) dedicated an entire blog entry to mie, so thus, its oni polite that i return one to her=]

EYE CANDIES---------BLESSING? OR BLESSING IN DISGUISE'

ok. first and foremost, definition of eyecandies. ECs literally means EC, which therefore means its for ur eyes and eyes oni. it technically is a term jus for gers to be ogling their so-called HAWT man. ok. and so? fine. so MAYBE, eu may be allowed to ogle at them and at times maybe giggle but HEY! as S says, dun GIGGLE ALL THE TIME AND LET THEM NOE!!!~~~ its kinda abit tat too obvious isnt it gers.. and so, pls dun do tt. come on la.. if some guy always look at eu and giggles ( haha.. i SWEAR i saw him giggle can???) wun eu feel like he's weird or smthg?? damn! i mean.. this is a time where females are supposed to be the dominant one, not the males! its like.. y give them the satisfaction of noeing that someone is looking at them and literally give them the lisence to let them egos bloom?? i seriously dun see the point in it la.. damn...
point

2: ur frens EC. frens EC, like wad S says, are THE out of bounds guys, even thou the guy may not be interested in her (i mean.. its sentenced to lifetime imprisonment once eu EVEN see the guy as ur EC can..), eu are NOT supposed to even take one more horny look at the guy. best thing is, when the guy looks at eu, say smthng abt ur fren, jus so he overhears.. i mean. that way, eu're nnot doing anithing wrong to ur fren isnt it?? haha.. wadever.. i mean.. this kinda thing is 2 party la. but hey.. y issit that gers always pretend that their ECs belong to them when their EC dun even noe they exist? its like making urself upset isnt it?


3: ur EC noes eu exist. great. this is a totally different scenerio than pt 2. so.. wad happens here? (ok.. pls forgive mie for im trying to figure this out myself.. and so .. this is kinda an exposition to let mie sort out suffs..)
ok. ur ECs noe eu exist. so wad happens from now? eu tell him? drop hints? ignore him? or worse thing... pretend he doesn noe and tries to pretend that things can always go back the way they were b4. sorry this doesn work cos hey! things are different like HALLO~~~~my gawd la.. so wad happens now.. is that eu shd always listen to ur frens and not try to pretend things are the same. right.. so wad if he starts to notice eu?
haha. OKAY~~ now.. hmmm.... keep ur minds clear babes.. no worry no worry.. things will turn out fine. AS IF. things always DUN turn out right isn't it.. haix.. its like.. things are MEANT to turn out wrong isn't it? ok fine. if suppose ur EC dun do anything, i would assume that everything well.. is ok la.. i mean.. ya eu noe.. ITS OKAY. BUT. if ur EC starts to do some stupid things like walking arnd in front of eu and thinking that eu r so blind that eu wouldn notice his actions, well, eu noe.. hm.. things are not right la.. eu get it?


4: lets assume that eu dunno that he's ur EC yet. okay.. i mean REALLY dunno tt he's ur EC.. until ur frens made sure eu noe he is.. wad happens now? are eu like suppose to like him? or will eu be still convincing urself that yr EC is the original one, the one tt ur frens dun think shd be yr EC at all cos well.. they think they've chosen ur EC. and now.. their chosen EC.. mm... is well.. very coincidentally.. and i REALLY mean its purely coincidence.. that the both of eu share the same name.( hahahahaha.. isn't that hilarious?) and well.. quite a no. of things.. haiya.. die la.. wad am i toking abt? i dun even noe la.. okok. relax..


5. do not let too many people noe ur blog cos they read it and eu carn really write alot of things in it.



i really dun wan to say life sucks but it realli does for mie right now. choose gers.. choose wisely wad eu wan and who's gonna be ur priority.

haahax... been desiring cake for like a month liaox.. no money to buy.. sobx sobx..

so ytd.. MIRACULOUSLY.. mummy bought a durian cake hm!!!! muaahaaax... yumm yumm~~~

heehex... its like soo nice la.. cannot tahan.. eekekkkkk.. fats fats.. haahax..

DUN CARE. hungry~~ haiya..

now still hungry.. haix.. even though had a heavy breakfast.. die.. become pig liaox.... SOBXXXX

heehex....


haahax.. O YA!!!
forget to tok abt magicians of love (ai qin mo fa shi).. WAH LAO!!
its soooooo good la.. its touching.. sweet.. romantic.. funny.. ITS EVERYTHING!!!!!
my gawd.. its like the best drama i've watched in like 2 yrs... (haha.. other than prince turned into frog... oops... oso by 183club).. haiyo.. i noe eu all surely think that i like his drama cos of 183club rite.. haahax ... NO!(ok la.. they're cute like mad la..) but.. the whole story is just freaking good lor.. and the decision to cast 183club was just a great plus point cos 183club hab everything la.. they look sooo posh.. haahax...
hey!! if i actually got famous from project superstar.. do eu think i cann actully meet ming dao?? haahax.. haiya.... heeehex...
tt's a nice dream worx!!... geexx.. maybe i shd start thinking bout this rather than all the sad things.. haix.. like the 3 idiotic fellas that are disturbing and RUINING my life... go to hell la..

i noe i sound SUUPER feminist but HEY! i am..(bleahx~~~~~)
haahax... gonna watch magicians of love again.. haahax... its just soo good i carn get enuf of it..

love euuuuuuu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

can eu believe it? CAN EU BELIEVE IT? CAN EU BELIEVE IT?????

ok.. i've just went thru the WORSE day of my entire life.. and im seriously not joking.

Lemme ask eu smthng. frenship/relationship?

haha.. i dunno lehx.. haiyo..

i've been thru this in sec 3...
i lost a fren and a whole load of frens became distant from mie..
i dun wan to go thru it again. pls..

i duno wad to do.

im serious.

TODAY IS THE WORSE DAY OF MY LIFE.. and im neither joking nor exagerating. im realli serious. i have neber felt more upset than today la.. its like, everything is pouring down to mie.. its like there's nth for mie to live for animore.. im seriously screwed.

let mie summarise:
1. in the morning: back injury came back, carn run 2.4km run properly. got a C. Snapping starts. He smiled at mie. Snapping continues.HE called mie and giggle. (he giggles!!!!!)
2. in the afternoon: him. he thinks im blind by walking here and there in front of mie. Minutes lost. Errors in sch's computer. ETC.
3. in the evening: took PDP photo. the jersey were printed wrongly, the jersey suck. training sucks today. feeling back pains. Provoking starts. on the train back, provoking continues. train breaks down. got home, finally ate my apples and ice-creamS. thankew very much.

loads of things not added in.. haiya.. jus.. SUCK LA.

i mean.. its not even my fault but its like its my fault.. eu get it??? haix.. it jus sucks la..

haiya.. recently i realli dunno wad is going on in my life .. its like.. like wad dick says"really suck laaaa" ..

haiya.. i realli dunno wad to say lorx.. its like.. i DUNNO WAD IS GOING ON... i carn tell ppl and ask for their opinion cos it'll spread.. i carn go ahead and ask the 3 stoopid fellas cos well.. im jux to coward.. haiya.. dunno la..

im afraid of hurting her.. i dun wan to.. she likes him as in REALLI like him.. so can i be the one to help them be together?? can i?? i wan her to be happy..

saw him smiling at mie like 2 times... haix.. the thing is.. i dunno la... its like .. i dunno how to organise my life animore.. its jus wayyyy tooo complicated for mie to comprehend..

i dunno wad to do. will eu help mie? will eu tell mie the truth?

maybe. JUST maybe. maybe i suck. but lemme tell eu smthng eu dumbass. eu ain't gonna put mie down by doing nonsensical stuffs IN FRONT OF MY FRENS JUST TO EMBARASS MIE.
cos im kryshelle the barbii queen. im named a queen cos i am one so dun even remotely try to put mie down i dun care intentionally or wad.
stop acting like eu dun see mie cos im pretty sure eu can see my big head. stop PURPOSELY trying to create commotions. stop doing things like using ur fren's frenster to assess my frenster.
lemme tell eu this if it so happens that eu're reading this now.
STOP READING MY BLOG AND LAUGHING UR FREAK ASS MOUTH OFF.
i dunno y but i jus cannot stand eu.. cos eu noe.. eu kinda suck. in a way no one can. damn. sooo wan to erase eu out of my bloody darn mind.
urgh.....
o howells...
haahax... ytd was so funny la.. eu noe like during the presentation of the awards, SOMEBODY (okay.. im gonna thnk of sm new names for him so that he's profile is not revealed. all privacy is protected here. ok.. so i think i'll call him.. spectacle.. wahlao.. damn long la cannot make it., hmm.. maybe.. O I NOE!!! donald duck! DD for short!! haahax.. smart la mie.. muaaahaaaaaaaaaax.. ) anyways.. DD was kinda like waiting for the results like the other contestants,. so he kinda like HOOVERED arnd the hall corridor.. so wad happens is tt they announced he's name.. and i dunno whether its act act or wad but jus so it seems like he DID NOT hear he's name la.. haahax.. so xinhui called him..
XH: ehh DD.. ur turn leh..
DD: o mie? realli? *looks bewilded or overwhelmed or smthng along tt line*
XH: ya. the consolation.. ( trying to control her laughter p.s. soo EVIL LA..)
xh turns back to mie and starts giggling with mie non stop. haahax.. sorri but i jus cannot take it. must share.. and trust mie this is the refined version=]
ooooo.... do eu noe wad i saw at DD's blog? he kinda mentioned smthng bout he expected not to win the idol thingy (wah.. how glam lor.. say eu expected not to win. might as well dun join la.. TOK COCK. )
and how he suck at national day songs...( come on lor.. ur voice is those deep deep wans.. freaking patriotic la.. learn how to use them to ur adv. not BLAME them. )
haaix..... i noe im mean to DD... but just cannot take it la... i jus dun like him.. wad to do?? no idea.. haahax.. jus dun wan to even see him and all actions done by him.. to mie? is jus pure horror.
P.S.. im confused recently bout spongebob.. can XH and apriani STOP insisting???? haix.. make mie confused oni.
P.S (sorri one morre) oops Aprie.. paiseh forget to thank eu in front of the whole population FOR INSULTING MY VOICE (like i promised like mths ago?? rem?? haahax)

haha..
THANKEW ALL WHO SUPPORTED MIE TODAY!!! EU'RE MY MORAL SUPPORT!!!
haahax.. thnx to all.. geex.. today was fun, i mean, hey! I'M THE NATIONAL DAY IDOL!! *HAPPY!!
heehex.. i'm telling eu, eu CANNOT imagine my nervousness b4 my turn came la.. haahax.. i mean.. its like NERVE WRECKING CAN/???!!!
its like b4 my turn rite, i was like... self-delusional la.. haahax.. keep on telling myself how"i'm a diva" .. my gawd la.. can eu believe how thick skin i am?? my gawd.. haahax..
here comes the worse part:
DURING THE PERFORMANCE. i was like soooooooooooooo cold and stone up there la.. haahax.. den cos the whole centre stage is like soooo bloody damn messy ( apparently due to the may mics we're using, the mic is full of wires AND mics.) .. so im like suuper worried can... haaix....
aniwaes.. its like.. im soooooo nervous.. but my gawd!! apparently it came out better than i expected it to be la.. although its still not veri good, apparently my pitching problem wasn so bad today~~ heehex... * blushes*
haahax.... and the crowd. OMYGAWD I LOVE THE CROWD CAN!! ITS LIKE THEY'RE SOOOOOOO COOL CAN.. its like the whole hall is like cheering for mie.. soooo happy.... =] i mean.. b4 i went up, i was like kinda worried cos alvin and poh kiat did a great job with the guitarist( oops! sorri i dunno ur name.. paiseh~~ ) but THANKEW TJC FOR CHEERING FOR MIE!! haahax..
and eu noe its like soo touching cos the judges were like saying realli nice stuffs to mie, which is like kinda different to wad the other contestants had to go thru.. (haahax.. ok.. so maybe one judge commented bout my hair.. smthng bout electricity in my hair.. urgh~~~~ ) and its like .. hmm.. F. Tong kinda said smthng bout mie being like Rahimah.. WITHOUT THE ATTITUDE. well.. i dunn really mid the attitude.. except that HEY! i dun like Rahimah!!!~~~~ like DUH~~~~ hope eu're not refering to my hair kkaex... geex.. haahax.. anihows.. THANKEW JUDGES~~~~ =]
and nothing beats having ur frens and ppl whom eu dun realli noe telling eu that eu did a good job. THANKS GUYS!! haahax.. tt's realli the most touching part of it all.... love euuuuuuuu
and o.. its always nice to noe tt ppl recignise eu la.. haahax.. even thou eu dunno them.. haahax.. its realli nice to feel stardom.. haahax..
well... again..
THANKEW TO ALL THOSE WHO SUPPORTED MIE, ESP MY CLASS... CG 34/06 ROCKS TO THE CORE!!!!!!!!

life suck.
im serious.
im not joking.
damn.
i wasn there for my bfren for her b'day.
RITE.
i suck.
i carn get a dress for myself cos apparently all singapreans are small-chested so the manufacturers decided that" hey! lets make all our dresses oni suitable for b-cup gers!"
GREAT.
y dun eu wipe out papaya milk instead? eu goondus..

can eu stop being a bitch?
singaporeans are eu hearing mie? can eu stop being a bitch??
im not saying that eu shd be nice and all but can eu stop being a bitch??

why do eu hab to act all stupid and all? cos eu noe wad? i was on my dad's cab ytd, and i saw smthng on the back or the front seat.
" PLEASE DO NOT LEAVE YOUR BELONGINGS BEHIND"
and eu see there a picture of the phones and wallets on the backseat.
WTF. do eu seriously think that ppl will leave their stuffs behind?? NOOOO!!!!! they don leave it intentionally behind, its all like eu noe.. FORGET. damn! can stop being stupid and all? its starting to irritate mie. leave ur belongings behind. eu might as well have said "PLEASE DO NOT LEAVE YOUR BRAIN BEHIND." now THAT might remind singaporeans a little bit. my gawd la...

and y is my paris hilton pic ALWAYS not loaded? i SWEAR when it's in preview mode i can see my paris hilton BUT when i load it thru its http, its always a bloody blank space. damn blogger. always creating nonsense for mie. go die la.

im pissed and i dunno y. i might die in this angst. i might die in irritation. i dunno but i think i might just die.

im serious. my life seriously suck. although xinhui insisted that hers suck more( apparently its cos her com crash), i insist that mine suck more. eu noe y? cos im confused. being confused sucks more than material stuffs. im confused bout sch.. frens.. feelings... and most importantly, myself. im just sick and tired of the life im having rite now. pls stop. just stop. i carn stand this anymore. the thing is, what can i do after i stop? i carn really work cos i only have a o level cert. i carn marry cos i dun hab a bf even. i carn stay at hm all day cos i carn depend on my parent. so what can i do? realli dunno. my life suck. and most importantly, i suck.

omy gawd.. it always amazes mie as to why a good talk with ur fren to console her will give eu sense of belonging.. hmm..

aniwaes.. wapiang.. these few days im feeling sooper upset. i mean, i seriously think im going into depression. not joking. and the thing is that, i realli carn help it. do eu noe that although my family is always portraited to be one happy family, but i always feel sort of out of place to my family.. its like they wish i've neber been born.. i mean.. maybe not in such a bad way but kinda like if they neber gave birth to mie.. they'll neber hab to worry abt mie cos i kinda neber give them nth but trouble.. haix.. so sad...

than there's frenship trouble..

than there's my performance prob.. cos my voice CARN open these few days.. ytd during my rehearsal, my voice din open till the third run.. die.
im seriously worried..

WALAO.. can eu guys stop relating mie to spongebob squarepants?? haiyo.. i hate this guy la! urgh... dun put mie and him into one sentence can???

haiyo.. dunno la.. aprie and xin hui are like saying that i like this guy unknowingly but HEY!!! i dislike him and he dislikes mie so stop thinking too faRRRR!!( this guy is not ***** for ur information=]) haiya..
i jus dun like this guy lor.. den yuan yuan is like saying that this is all part or the prejudice that i feel for this BLOODY GUY.

SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS MY FOOT! I HABE NEBER LIKE SPONGEBOB B4!!!

fuck eu singaporeans!! wad the freaking fuck are eu doing???

ytd's singapore idol result show was THE WORSE EVER! eu fucking singaporeans!! why was jay voted out and not jasmine tye?? why was matilda, jonathan, hady, and jay, the 4 best singers in the whole bloody competition in the bottom 4?? what are bloody fuck is wrong with eu singaporeans????????????????

if eu think the stupid wanna wannna song can be ur idol, denn eu can chuck the freaking disc into the shithole ass of urs!!!

DAMn JASMINE! get her out of my sight!

wad is love?
haix.. it is the one thing in life that seriously suck. no joke.
i mean.. it suddenly struck mie today that i've grown---old! i dun wanna be old!!!!! o pls..

and, it hit mie that all that i've experienced till now is all the i-like-eu eu-like-mie those kinda stupid puppy love(okay.. so maybe it was sweeeeeeeet....) but hey! i haben experienced true love~~ which is kinda upsetting considering the fact that i do wanna marry young.. hmm..

pls answer mie.. which is more upsetting?
1. habing a crush on a guy that neber noes that eu exist( okay.. or maybe he jux noe eu as the ger who had a crush on mie);
2.liking a guy who noes eu like him yet doesn do anithing(tt probably means he's not interested)
3.habing a guy whom eu dun like to like eu(which is like EEEEKKK)
4.disliking a guy whom eu like(??)

ans: ALL OF THE ABOVE.

hhax... i mean.. all of it is upsetting isnt it?? omygawd.. think im habing menopause or smthng.. urgh.. CARN believe that im thinking of this issue!! geexXXXX haaahax...

aniwaes..
LADIES AND GENTLEMEN, THIS IS AN OFFICIAL ANNOUNCEMENT..
I AM GIVING UP ON CUTIEPIE SO PLS DUN RELATE HIS BUSINESS TO MINE. THANKEW VERY MUCH.

OK. being a women SUCK.
try.jus tryyyy habing to endure bleeding EVERY MONTH. ok. win OREADI. urgh~~~~~~~
and eu wad?? i dun give a damn whether its raining cats and dogs or dinosaurs or wadever animal eu can think of, but its POURING down here.
okokokokokokok. SHIT! i mean, being a women has its pros and cons and im telling eu, there are loads of pros being a women and there's only like one con. and that is the con make all the pros disappear in a blink.
damn...

hahax.. carn rem wad i wanted to blog abt lehx.. urgh damn.. aniwaess.. jux finish watching singapore idol and WOW~~ they all suck! haha.. especially rahimah and jasmine. they suck to the max la... wahlao... rahimah.. hmm.. i jus dun like her la.. guess its like personal cos i dun like her hair and her 'i-dun-look-nor-sound-cute-but-i-wan-to-act-cute' manner. haha.
BUT. Jasmine Tye is a WHOLE NEW STORY. i mean SERIOUSLY! SINGAPORE, do eu seriously wan a freaking TONE-DEAF britney-wanna-be to even come back next week??? i DUN THINK SO! get that freak-self-imposed-cutie pie out of my sight CAN???????